You Turned Away

I have been on a self study journey for many years. Always alone but never lonely. I never fit into this world. Not in churchianity or mysticism. I didn't fit in the lofty halls of academia either. Why? I always asked way too many difficult questions. Finally I was blessed by my Father with the Truth of who I am, why I am here, and where my future lies. I began to research the lost tribes of Israel. I discovered I was a lost sheep of Israel. Whoa! Yahshua has since been lovingly leading me out of darkness into his marvelous Light. I came across CI on the net. Then the Spirit decided I was ready to seek out others of my brethren through the net. I found Pastor Eli. I was mightily impressed with the depth and breath of his knowledge and wisdom. I don't say that lightly my brothers. I am not easily impressed. I study every day of my life. I have done this for over twenty years. I am versed in many disciplines. Master of none however. I have a firm foundation in the Word by the grace of YHVH. I have been given the Wisdom of understanding by YHVH. A very precious gift indeed. That is because knowledge alone puffs up. It is the Spirit that quickens. Knowledge + understanding = WISDOM! If you are still reading this, I know that I am preaching to the choir! I have met someone much greater than myself. Wiser and more knowledgeable in the sword of the Truth and many, many, other things. I would wash your feet pastor Eli. I rejoice! I shout with joy! My solitary journey is complete. I have come out of the desert in order to be refined in the company of my brothers. Steel sharpens steel. I have found someone I can truly call "Pastor". How wonderful! Love in Yahj brothers!